here i comeeeeeeeee!

i was 14 or 15 when pappa said "lets learn to drve" for the frst tym
i was excited...really excited... amma was takin her learners n all...so i used 2 help her with the theories n i had quite a bit knwldge on driving... dats wat made pappa think that i was ready for my frst clss..
our car was in the porch..
i jumpd into the car.... pappa came after me....
"start "
"yeah..yeah..now?"
"release d hand brake"
"yeppiee"
"leg on clutch....reverse gear" (i knew 2 gear n all...)
"doneeeee!!!!!!!"
"leg on accelerator....slowly......"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzoooooooooooooooommmmmmm.............craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaashhhhhhhhhhhhhh
"AYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!""
amma came running frm the kitchen.. i drove over the cement hedge.... into our cocnut tree... n bumper ,lights...all...broken n hanging....d car stoppd some hw [:P]. amma,pappa screaming.... pappa ran out 2 investigate...
amma n pappa sittin wid deir hands on heads....
all d tym i was screaming.... "pappa......come pappa.....itz a tiny miny accdnt... its commn.. after all no1 starts with a reverse....wat nxt?? come ooooonnnnn"
but  the first "lets learn to drve" became the last "lets learn to drve" till date....

no time 2

i had no time
to stand n glare
at that girl
who was standing there

i had no pity
for those pieces of clothes
which in place of dress, she wore

or those tired eyes which bore
tears dried up with mud n dirt
or those cries she was uttering
begging for alms, the poor thing

i didnt see the baby who
was tied up to her bony skin
or bother to wonder if it was
her brother or her own son?!

i had no pity
for those wounds
her master's present,
or her mom's?

i would spend lots n lots
on silly things
dat no matters more

but to give a penny
to that girl
is one little thing
i wont do

i wont think of myself
in her place
i have no time 2,
dats my claim


coz i m blessed
in every means
if she is not
its her fate

i might party
i might tour
but no time to see
if my sis had her food

i m no different than any other
living in this hectic world
blind to see the sister near
in the race to conquer the sphere.!

hold my hand

i was moving in a crowd alone
everyone else moving in groups
u came beside me, held my hand
said,"hi! lets walk along"

u said that i was not cool
u said u had the proof
u slapped me when i cried n said
"its all ur fault u idiot"

u laughed at me when i was ill
u said it didnt matter a bit
but i could see yuor eyes get wet
when i couldnt get out of bed

u never said i was ur friend
but ur eyes told it often
u shared ur dreams, u shared ur pains
u showed me the gal u love

like every other day u came
held my hand in ur hand tight
"thanks 4 being my friend", u said
i wondered why such sweet words u spoke?!

we walked along, really long
but i felt something wrong
you loosened your hand from my hand
i could see you hold another hand

i ran along, i thought i could
catch up with you very good
i held out my hand to reach ur hand
but u were loo long far away

now i am streching out my hand
waiting 4 u to hold my hand , n say
" U ll die falling from the cliff
hold on stupid, i am here 2 help"

the work

got up at 12 o'clock noon hearing my mobile ring. diverted the call to automatic answering mode and started to sleep again. but no, i couldnt sleep again ,cursing the caller got up from my bed, switched off the AC, brushed my teeth, came near the windows, opened it and peeped out to have a view. Tha gardeners were busy watering my roses , trimming the bushes, birds in the fountain.I smiled and closed the window...
 Near the window were three buttons. I rang the 1st n 3rd buttons.. The manager n gauriamma appeared... gauriamma arranged my table wid juice n sandwich. Manager  came n said,
"Mam someone needs u on the phone".
 "hmm?". he handed over the phone.
"helloe?". i could hear heavy breathing sounds but no reply.
 "HELLO?", i shouted.. no answer.
 "The man is deaf?", i asked the manager.
"he didnt sound like one, mam". Then suddenly my phone began 2 shiver
 "mam,mam..."
"wat do u want, u deafman?"
"mam, i not deaf... i couldnt believe that i was hearing ur voice...."
"yeah yeah.. enough.. temme , wat u want?"
"i m building my house near abc lane. nothing can be done without ur service"
"abclane? Dats a bit far. stop the construction, build it somwhere else where i can reach easily"
"sorry ma'm. dat was the last piece of land, i cud find anywhere."
"hmmmm.kk... i m a bit buzy 4 nxt two months. we ll start after dat"
"but mam..."
"y?? buts?"
"the astrolger... plz mam next week"
"the what??? ask him 2 help u then. if u need my service, u must hav asked me frst. derez a hell lotta people waiting here, after havin fixd d date accordin 2 my convenience n deres dis man who has no value...." i shouted
"No mam, plsssss dont..... pardon me. i ll give u an additional 5000 per hour u work"
"i ll hav 2 think, call me tomorrow. sharp 11.17am"
the next day
....................
"kk. i ll come. change that additonal 5000 to 7000"
"anything mam"
next week
................
i got ready in my dress, my satin sashes, anklet n necklace
my driver took me to the worksi8.. from my McLaren to the ground, met the owner, again to the ground

i took my basket, a colleague arranged bricks over it in a directed pattern, another 1 helped me place the basket in my head n i carried it towards the concrete mixing....... the work began!